Sorry bout the lack of update and all... My life basicaly went to SHIT since like thursday.
well, thursday I went to my friend Jasmine's ex-boyfriend's house, got piss drunk and made out with him, Nick. And now he won't stop calling me... I'm not interested. Aimee knows, she forgave me.. hopeufully. I feel really shitty about it, cut myself.
fuck
And let me just tell you that I hadn't seen aimee in almost two weeks I was going crazy. I love her so fucking much and she came over and my mom walked in on us making out... You have no idea how bad THAT was.
I thought I knew what being sad felt like.
Or how many tears I could cry.
Or how hot i could put the shower water before it hurts
Or how I look like... REALLy look like
I was wrong... Everything has gone to shitty fuck hell and I don't know if a teenage relationship can stand this much strain... Till then, it's just whatever.
-Stef
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